Saturday, May 14, 2005

screamer

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(night photography[self photography], photoshop cs)

waking up everyday screaming mentally to get out of this routine... feeling like my head is two sizes too big... dealing with people that cheat and lie and at the end of the day, they can still look you in the face, smile and give you a pat on the back... working your ass off to find that you're back where you started... giving up everything that i had for nothing...

so i rebel and push my limits on the bicycle, cycling up and down that 45 degree slope till my muscle aches from the lactic acid buildup... rock climbing, extending my limbs beyond its limits... reaching for the 6 markers when i can't even make 5... diving beyond 90 feet and feel the enjoyable effects of nitrogen narcosis kick in... driving like a mad man and revel in the fact that i missed the barrier wall of that turn by a few feet...

self destruction never felt so good...




Track of The Day: Mudvayne - Happy?

3 Comments:

Blogger Thai Boxing Girl said...

thats what we call trapped in a routine we feel frustrated about and yet too coward to make any changes because at the same time, we have grown comfortable with it too....we have been clipped off our wings to fly by the worldliness...

10:30 PM  
Blogger Saffron said...

Walaueh...who is the model of the mouth?

10:43 PM  
Blogger seth.frostheart said...

tbg: hear hear... hence i really need to get back into an exercise intensive routine to get my mind off stuff. nothing beats zonking urself out and getting home every night to just collapse on the bed instead of lying wide awake, staring at the ceiling and thinking about stuff again...

saffy: the dude is yours truly and the mouth is actually photoshop work. lips are copy and pasted from elsewhere... masked... cropped... overlayed.. multiplied etc etc. all the technical stuff made it look freakier than it is.

11:23 PM  

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