i found you, i found you not
monday, november 21st, 2005... i guess shouldn't say hi eh? i don't want you to run again... took me so long to find you...
i'm happy being a spectator, i'm happy that you're doing well and i'm happy that you found someone to take care of you in my absence... maybe one day i would approach you, say hi and brace myself for your reactions...
then again, maybe not...
all the best, and may you be the superstardeejaylawyer that you aspire to be...
Track Of The Day: The Seahorses - Love Me And Leave Me
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you sound like my ex. he watches me from afar when he comes back and somehow locates me. hate the feeling of being observed. so i do not go back to kuching, and will probably run again from where i've currently relocated.
forget. let go. release. not your worth.
I think you just need someone who can show you much more and that would surpass everything in a way. My theory that is.
irene: its not so bad.. i don't go looking for e. cos i know she has her own path in life now... so i just observe and do nothing else, unlike ur ex...
reta: 3/4 let go alredi... theres still a 1/4 tht refuses to budge, the curiousity, the what-ifs and the longing... i guess i'm human after all...
oh he does not contact me. but i know. i can feel. people tell me. and i dream of running running running away from everyone who once knew me.
It's ok if it doesn't budge. Even tiny rocks need the gushing water from the falls to loosen it from its ledge.
chienne - yes, i know what you are talking about. I guess sometimes, people do not know what they lost until they lose it.
seth - that 1/4 is the one that will kill you. Move on dude. move on.
primrose - true that sometimes even tiny rocks need the strong current to push it off the ledge; when that happens, you go tumbling down, ain't it? ;-)
irene: run then sis, run if u can... bro wants to run too...
*sad smiles*
frances: i've known this rock for almost 10 years, since she was 13... she has already budged and rolled away. and we all know that rocks won't roll upstream, ever...
stupe: moving on, moving on... its just that the familiar baggages that i've grown accustomed to carry over years are so hard to put down...
seth - then it's high time to drop it off. You'll feel lighter, perhaps being able to FLY!
stupe: trying to brush off some of your marathon stuff onto seth ha?
sot.. faster get on TV laaaa
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