shouldn't have...
(illustration- ilovedyouatallthewrongtimes[from e.])
shouldn't have been curious... shouldn't have picked up the mobile... shouldn't have scrolled through the contact list... shouldn't have paused on your number.. shouldn't have press "yes to call"... shouldn't have waited for the ringing tone to connect... shouldn't have said hi when you said hello... shouldn't have kept talking when my heart told me to stop... shouldn't have asked to meet up when you sounded so cold... shouldn't have pushed you for a meet up when you said you can't five times in a row...
shouldn't have have hurt but it does still... shouldn't matter but it did... shouldn't feel crushed but i was... shouldn't... shouldn't... shouldn't...
shouldn't... *sighs*
i do not know where you got this illustration... but the tag is so apt don't you think? you said," i loved you at all the wrong times... "
so did i e., so did i....
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Sadly, we need a few "ilovedyouatallthewrongtimes" to find an "iloveyounowanditsnowthatmatters".
I can sooo identify with all the shouldn'ts. I shouldn't have clicked on this link...I shouldn't have read the whole post...I shouldn't have allowed my mind to surface those feelings...shouldn't...shouldn't...shouldn't... *sighs too*
*Takes a deep breath*
I trotted over here to do a little age-digging. And now I feel rather awkward.
Anyway, all I can say is done-bun-can't-be-undone.
*Quietly leaves orgy invitation at the doorstep and tiptoes out*
closure honey...you need closure....to let that tiny hope of flame cease forever. else you can never let go and move on. you can keep the feeling of warmth in your heart but you shall not see that flame ever again....actually i was feeling the exact same way last night, thats why i posted the song (LET GO) to remind myself thats what i need to do. hope that it will be able to encourage you too. take care of your bb....she is real, she is next to you.....
thai boxing girl is right. You need to seek closure...else it would be unfair to the real one.
wow i can so relate to that... the mind tells you to stop when there were so many chances to, but the heart is keen and curious...
i hope time will heal you quick.
frances: emotions are funny things... it make you do things that you logically know you shouldn't have... well at least the shouldn't haves broke the chains that i tied around my own self...
ha: woot, thanks for the invite... i'm a watcher nowadays, i don't really partake in any swapping of bodily fliuds with multiple partners anymore *smiles* but with that said, i don't mind watching... throw me an email if you're really organising one m'kay? *winks*
xavvy & frances: yea... closure it is then aye? i guess it takes a phonecall to find out what the nuances and flat tone of her voice means... self torture is cruel but it works, heh...
davina: it will babe, it will... no point dwelling aye? *smiles*
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